Why do i feel so lost? amidst all the people in my life, the work i have, the extra curricular activities i take-- i am still lost. The bible says, God will help us find our way only if we let him. Let him? How? i pray. i ask for his forgiveness, for his guidance and for him to take charge of my life. i have done those things yet... i am still at a loss.
Maybe i am clueless. Maybe i am just making excuses for my laziness and for the wrong choices i made knowing that they were wrong. I am hopelessly unsure of my self and the worse thing is i let myself believe i have the right to be mad at unsuspecting people who make my mistakes stand out more than i would have wanted it to. i know i was wrong. but i just don't know how to go about the change that i want.. how?....
*big sigh*
